Lyrics

(Chorus)

I dream dreams, of big things, that fame brings

The green seems like it can solve about anything

I dream dreams, but it seems I can’t reach

All alone, in my greed

(Verse 1)

I am chronically depressed, I’m manically obsessed

Forget why I feel this way, all my memories are repressed

Why is it so easy to see the devil and yet so hard for me to see God

End each and every day the same way praying please Jah

Grant me serenity to accept the things I cannot change

Grant me transcendency, resurrect me from my grave

Because I’m dead inside, just like the most of us

Cuz, I resort to numbness from the pressures of this hocus pocus

Free me from this virus in my brain, medicated with Vodka and lemonade

Save my shame, I can’t change my ways, I’m meant to sit in this mess I made

I’m just tired. . . yea bit of a hypocrite but I ain’t a liar

Pessimistic, not so gifted, insecure, unsure, I’m vicious

Broken heart, falling apart, got a bloody nose, call it a bloody start

I’ve left to rot, work for all I got, ain’t nothing free not even all these scars

Don’t know if there’s a God, but I believe in sin

Don’t know if the Devil exists except the evil inside men

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(Verse 2)

I like to drop on beats like a 100 pound sledgehammer

I be hanging out like IDs on college lanyards

I am the epidemy of all this mindless chatter

Get rid of me can’t you see the legitim’y of my power

They say I get strange with the way my beats emit fear

Sent my demo to Tech 9, n even he said I sound weird

Now after about 6 beers, then finally my mind it gets clear

I sit here thinking to myself, why do I just sit here?

Wake suddenly from a cold sweat, to find a noose bound around my neck

One hand trying to shake it loose, the other hand trying to get it set

These blues got me loosening screws at night, fight back, turn em back with lock tight

Can’t walk right, my step falters, follow my heart right to the slaughter

Right about now, getting a little angry, frustrated, and bothered

I confess my sins, but still not clean, after being washed with holy water

I can’t handle the truth, I swear my sorrows breaking through

It’s like inside my whole mind has been painted every shade of Blue

(Chorus)x2