Lyrics

(Chorus) x2

I turn to you but you ghost

Call you but it just rings

Guess that’s just how it goes

Guess that’s just how it be (huh)

(Verse 1)

All I feel is anxiety, prying me

Radiating from my heart like an AED

Shocking, alarming, I’m pacing, I’m thinking

These thoughts just keep racing, heart pounding, slow breathing

Stuck in this looping, demons scheming, spitting venom

Now I’m sinking, going down swinging, gotta get em

No advantage for me, always running up hill

But I’m in love with pain, it’s better than any pill

It’s just weakness leaving the body

Might stop you but it won’t stop me

I’m at peace with all of my darkness

This void you left, I just flaunt it

What’s another scar, can’t break a broken heart

The music’s from my heart, it was too good from the start

The emotion is in my art, you just become another bar

And I just keep eating, growing light into a star

(Bride)

You said you loved me more than anything that ever was

You said you do anything to make me feel your love

You said you’d take away all of my pain inside

You fucking lied, you was out you fucking mind

(Chorus) x2

(Verse 2)

No phone, no phone, bitch wanna be alone

All ghosty, so bitch die, be gone

Ill call you fucking Casper, hex you like a castor

Exercise you’re evil faster than a mutha fucking pastor

So take a seat bitch, walk a beat bitch

Don’t come back to me, kick rocks you street bitch

See bitch, I don’t fuck with flaky hoes

You know what they say, easy come and easy go

Think about it, when you gone

I’m a king, I ain’t your pawn

You were suppose to be a queen

Not a whore of Babylon

I’m taking it back on my feet

I should have listened to my peeps

I shouldn’t have looked at your potential

And saw you just as you be. . . hoe

(Chorus) x2