Lyrics

(Verse 1)

Stepped on, cuz I’m the step son

Freckled with red hair, drinking red rum

Getting red faced, cuz I’m shit on

So I’m shit faced, I’m too gone, I’m fucked up, I’m spit on

So I grab both my razors, I’m purging

I hearing you haters, I’m allergic

Straight headed to danger no swerving

I’m a product of system’s by no God, I’m burning

Ignited by nothing, just pain, self destruction

Cut down and I rise up, I’m gaining, I’m running

Resurrected unholy, I’m born in dysfunction

Like porno’s on loop, I just keep on coming

I work through the pain, I walk in the rain

I say fuck to the faith, just keep it insane

100? Na 9000 all day

I’m amping my chakras with volts in my veins

(Chorus)

Volts in veins, bolt’s in my neck

Charging my ki, I’m coming with death

Volts in veins, bolt’s in my neck

Charging my ki, I’m powered by death

(Verse 2)

No need, to kill me, I do it myself

Awake, every day, renewed in my health

I’m pained by existence, I’m forced to relive this

Keep hearing their cries, each night, please just end this

I’m gone of the liquor, I am a wizard

Harnessing shadows, my word’s casting blizzard’s

Spill blood on the altar, forsaken my father

Cuz I’m Made2Falter I was born for the slaughter

Gone, on, some wrong shit

No time for, a punk bitch

Not polished, I’m raw bitch

Try your keyboard, to my hammers claw tip

And I’m digging, grinning, absorbing your health

Only thing better than killing myself

I am a virus, I am just sin

I am the darkness that’s lurking within

(Chorus)

Lyrics

(Chorus)

I dream dreams, of big things, that fame brings

The green seems like it can solve about anything

I dream dreams, but it seems I can’t reach

All alone, in my greed

(Verse 1)

I am chronically depressed, I’m manically obsessed

Forget why I feel this way, all my memories are repressed

Why is it so easy to see the devil and yet so hard for me to see God

End each and every day the same way praying please Jah

Grant me serenity to accept the things I cannot change

Grant me transcendency, resurrect me from my grave

Because I’m dead inside, just like the most of us

Cuz, I resort to numbness from the pressures of this hocus pocus

Free me from this virus in my brain, medicated with Vodka and lemonade

Save my shame, I can’t change my ways, I’m meant to sit in this mess I made

I’m just tired. . . yea bit of a hypocrite but I ain’t a liar

Pessimistic, not so gifted, insecure, unsure, I’m vicious

Broken heart, falling apart, got a bloody nose, call it a bloody start

I’ve left to rot, work for all I got, ain’t nothing free not even all these scars

Don’t know if there’s a God, but I believe in sin

Don’t know if the Devil exists except the evil inside men

(Chorus)x2

(Verse 2)

I like to drop on beats like a 100 pound sledgehammer

I be hanging out like IDs on college lanyards

I am the epidemy of all this mindless chatter

Get rid of me can’t you see the legitim’y of my power

They say I get strange with the way my beats emit fear

Sent my demo to Tech 9, n even he said I sound weird

Now after about 6 beers, then finally my mind it gets clear

I sit here thinking to myself, why do I just sit here?

Wake suddenly from a cold sweat, to find a noose bound around my neck

One hand trying to shake it loose, the other hand trying to get it set

These blues got me loosening screws at night, fight back, turn em back with lock tight

Can’t walk right, my step falters, follow my heart right to the slaughter

Right about now, getting a little angry, frustrated, and bothered

I confess my sins, but still not clean, after being washed with holy water

I can’t handle the truth, I swear my sorrows breaking through

It’s like inside my whole mind has been painted every shade of Blue

(Chorus)x2

Lyrics

(Pre Chorus)

Let go, just let go

You gotta let this world go

Say no, just say no

This system cannot keep hold

(Verse 1)

Story of my life

Is catching static, keep doing back flips like acrobatics

I’m trying to progress stuck behind car wrecks and bad traffic

It’s like everyday is uphill struggle, constantly I’m troubled

I pray father release me lest I fall or stumble

Or crumble under the pressure of stress, I’m extra depressed

Ya step inside my shoes and you’ll see the blue screen of death

This virus of sin depletes me, jealousy I’m greedy

Conceded cuz of this whole world I just wanna be me

(Pre Chorus)

(Chorus) x2

I’ll take you away from here now

I’ll take you back to where it all began

Just take my hand

Just walk away with me, I swear we can

(Verse 2)

Here I am again, stuck in this same ditch again

I can’t win at this game I might as well give in

But I won’t fold, instead I ainty up a new hand

You can’t understand cuz that’s just the way that I am

It’s like everyone is lost, consumed by the beast

Everything is chaos and it all surround’s me

It’s so hard to keep balanced, constantly challenged

If I could step back for a minute and watch it all in silence

(Pre Chorus)

(Chorus) x4

Lyrics

(Verse 1)

I’m that dirty red haired mother fucker, in a busted wip

Grasping the mic with a 4 fingered death grip (Pinky Out)

I cast a dense shadow, I fill some slick shoes

Attracting crazy bitches since I was in (Highschool)

Go dumb like no brains, get by like old cocaine

Brown eyed girl with a fat ass my novacaine

Loosing my faith, I’m loosing my way

I’m stacking up drama just to drink it all away

Now to decide my fate I’m rolling a D6, sorta like 2 face, letting down Jesus

Say ya, hay ya, all you hatters, catch this here Kamehameha

(Chorus)

I’m feeling nice, 40 oz taking me to paradise

Gonna unwind, slow my mind, let my stress leave me tonight

Feeling nice, 40 oz taking me to paradise

Gonna unwind, slow my mind, let my stress leave me tonight

I’m like 40 oz to paradise, got me feeling nice

40 oz to paradise, got me feeling nice

40 oz to paradise, got me feeling nice

Yea 40 oz to paradise, 40, 40, paradise

(Verse 2)

I’m like a black cat, crossed paths, bad habit, riff rap

Whip lash, sit back, girl I never get enough of that ass

See why I’m so entwined with this

Fine little momma and a bottle of wine

I’m like girl how many pesos up in a dime

Cuz you more like 2 when you twist your thighs

Now can I get a minute for a sip of 40

Can I get a minute cuz I just can’t breath

Can’t just let go, I know I said so

All these fucking problem in my mind wont let go

I’m like a ghost, just a host, for stress depression, getting old

Anxiety, trying me, lying me, got my dying, no. . .

(Chorus)

Lyrics

(Chorus)

Keep your feet off these walls, ain’t no coming sideways

Keep your foot out your mouth, keep my name out you face

Say we Blood, we only bad blood, I’m a handle that

See I’m coming cuz, dragging my battle axe

(Verse 1)

I heard you was acting up, so come on get a piece

Ill show you a power up, have you guessing whats up my sleeve

Now you screaming peace, but it’s to late for mercy

Everybody’s said some shit that lead to a split lip hurting

And your numbers up, so go on step up, come on right now, don’t you back up, just square up

Time to back up, all the trash talk, you made up, I say it’s about time that we see what you made of

Cuz I knew you was fake, I knew you was lies

Look in my eyes, see what I realize, is we all born to die

(Chorus) x2

(Verse 2)

Hit, hit, I’m hitting. Kick, kick, I’m kicking

Giving you the beating of a red headed step heathen

Face down in the concrete bleeding, and now ya girl screaming

Is there heaven for a being haunted by so many demons?

Guess I’ll find out in the next life. Can I ever get right?

I sleep tight, feel right, creep right, when I walk all alone by the street light, each night, I fight

These hexes, these stresses, these pressures, always pressing

I live in hate sadness, I thrive within my madness

Hear me coming homes, that’s the sound of my axe dragging on

The pavement, the front lawn, threw your front door of your home

I’m smashing, thrashing, and so far outlasting, all you punk bitches after all that I be having

Backstabbing, had me laughing, now retaliation happens

We don’t let shit slip, we respond real quick, we don’t give out breaks, cuz we never had break bitch

Yea we always working, always grinding, trying to get rich

Always climbing, but you drug me down, had me miss a step, now I’m a break ya down

My girl will take a hammer to ya knee and bring you down, and I’ll bounce ya skull off the ground, cuz I love the sound

(Chorus) x2

Lyrics

(Intro) repeated over sermon

(I don’t even care)

(I don’t even care)

(Verse 1)

I don’t even care what you say, or what you preach

Your clever play on truth, all your hy-poc-cri-cy

Yea, your, twisted, your wicked, sick off your own sickness

Unholy are your holy all the love you preach is vicious

So soak up all the good intentions. Distil it all in fear, conceal it in a blessing

Blame the proles for choking your poison, it’s your own fault, that’s the lesson

Ah, can’t you see the wolf behind the sheep, fuck

Don’t think lest you wake up. Lord please remove this cup. . . from me

(Chorus) x2

(I don’t even care) Say just what I speak

(I don’t even care) I say don’t double-speak

(I don’t even care) Yea, think just as I preach

Don’t read the words I wrote, except the ones I wrote this week, yea

(Bridge)

(I don’t even care) I say don’t double speak

(I don’t even care) I say don’t double speak

(I don’t even care) I say don’t double speak

(I don’t even care) I say don’t double speak

Don’t Think! Listen, Repeat!

Don’t Think! Listen, Repeat!

Don-Don’t Think! Listen, Repeat!

Don’t Think! Don’t Think!

(Verse 2)

Yea I’m stained but I prefer to say I’m dyed

I prefer to choke on truth than breath another of you’re lies

Call me a fool, go ahead, if it makes you feel wise, whatever you gotta do to keep the proles all by your side

Don’t slip, don’t wake up, don’t trip, just stay cut, just bleed and bleed and bleed,

but keep ya time up

Uh, just keep goin’, let no one notice, where they goin’

Blind them all with light, it’s brighter every lie we focus

Watch em close there minds like prison bars, you tell them that there open

Tell em all it’s truth, condemn opposers for exposing

(Chorus) x2

(Outro)

Sermon in background

Lyrics

(Chorus)

Said you been going through some shit

I been going through some shit too

Said you been going through some shit

I been going through some shit too

Said you been going through some shit

I been going through some shit too

Said you been going through some shit

Go, go, going through some shit too

(Verse 1)

This drama’s on my always, at me sideways, got me falling

Got me all dazed, all day, I be on it, I been sipping, I been wild’n

Calling me a failure, like I really can’t see that, like I really can’t see that

Don’t follow, y’all just be negativity, I vomit no swallowing

Please no more calling me, I’m gone

Yea I can handle my shit, so I don’t need no more shit

Keep all your problems, keep them all to yourself

Keep all your sickness, so I can keep health

Insecurely precure all your secure insecurities

Murder the urge to be close me urgently

I already burned what remained of your perjury

Hurriedly purge me, I’m dead to you bury me

Bury me, bury me, bu-bu-bury me

(Chorus)

(Bridge)

Toxic, toxic, caustic, caustic

Toxic, toxic, you’re caustic, you’re so sick

(Verse 2)

I say fuck to a promise, show me by actions

Step up your game like a joystick and grab em

Best punch in some cheat codes when I’m up in beast mode

I’m shaking all rings out and breaking down these hoes

So call me Robot-nick, call me robotic

When I murder the beast and get head from the harlot

Cuz I’m little Nicky, I am the sun, I am scarlot

Born on a bad sign, hollows eve, this my time

Black Sabbath, and red roots, blue eyes, and black boots

Forged in the fires of Modor, strength of a Hordor

Hexing all wards when I’m knocking down your door

Bitch talking some shit, try dispelling these fists

Slit both your wrists, and suck on this dick

(Chorus)